#514 Prayer to make teshuva from love

RABBI ELIEZER BERLAND'S PRAYER TO MAKE TESHUVA FROM LOVE

#514 

TO MERIT REPENTING OUT OF LOVE  

Please Hashem, in the merit of Mordechai (274) the Jew (40) and Queen (100) Esther (667) = 1011, grant me the merit to be a senior (516) student (484) of our Holy and Awesome Teacher, (Rebbe Nachman of Breslov).

> And to subdue the 11 leaders of Eisav.

Please Hashem in the merit of Mordechai the Jew, “The one who forgives (104) for all (80) sin (324)” = 508, and in the merit of, “Blessed (234) is Mordechai (274) = 508, and cursed (413) is Haman (95) = 508”. 

GRANT ME THE MERIT TO KNOW ALL THE KETZOS HACHOSHEN, NESIVOS HAMISHPAT, TAKFO KOHEN BY HEART.

And I should rejoice, “In saying (249) to Tzion (186) your G-d (66) has reigned (90)”, “Hashem (26) is King (90), Hashem (26) was King (90), Hashem (26) will be King (106) forever (176) and ever (80)” = 1211.

And then, “The large (43) shofar (588) will be sounded (580), and the mountain will break open.” And His Great (48) and Holy Name (346) that is called (651) upon us (166) = 1211 will be sanctified in us.

And this moment should be a moment of truth, and through this grant me success (594) in Torah (613) = 1211.

And fulfill in me the blessing, “And through you (22) will be blessed (644) all (50) the nations (29) of the land (296)” = 1041. And through this, “The one who forgives all my sins,” may I merit to repent out of love, and it should be fulfilled in me the verse, 

> “If (41) your sins (88) will be (31) as scarlet (420) they will whiten (108) as snow (353)” = 1041.

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בס"ד                514 

לִזְכּוֹת לִרְאוֹת בְּהִתְגַּלּוּת ה' וְלִתְשׁוּבָה מֵאַהֲבָה וּתְהֵא הַשָּׁעָה הַזֹּאת שְׁעַת אֱמֶת וְעַל יְדֵי זֶה תַּצְלִיחֵנִי בַּתּוֹרָה 

אָנָּא ה', בִּזְכוּת מָרְדְּכַי 274 הַיְּהוּדִי 40 וְאֶסְתֵּר 667 הַמַּלְכָּה 100 = 1011, זַכֵּנִי לִהְיוֹת תַּלְמִיד 484 וָתִיק 516 שֶׁל רַבֵּינוּ הַקָּדוֹשׁ וְהַנּוֹרָא, וּלְהַכְנִיעַ י"א אַלּוּפֵי עֵשָׂו, 
אָנָּא ה' בִּזְכוּת מָרְדְּכַי הַיְּהוּדִי, 
'הַ-סוֹלֵחַ 104 לְכָל 80 סִרְחוֹן 324 = 508, וּבִזְכוּת 'וּבָרוּךְ 234 מָרְדְּכַי' 274 = 508 'וְאָרוּר 413 הָמָן' 95 = 508, וְאֶזְכֶּה לָדַעַת כָּל קְצוֹת הַחֹשֶׁן, 
נְתִיבוֹת הַמִּשְׁפָּט, תָּקְפּוֹ כֹּהֵן, בְּעַל פֶּה, וְאֶשְׂמַח "בֶּאֱמוֹר 249 לְצִיּוֹן 186 מָלַךְ 90 אֱלֹקַיִךְ" 66 "ה' 26 מֶלֶךְ 90 ה' 26 מָלַךְ 90 ה' 26 יִמְלוֹךְ 106 לְעוֹלָם 176 וָעֶד" 80 = 1211, וְאָז "בְּשׁוֹפָר 588 גָּדוֹל 43 יִתָּקַע" 580 = 1211,

 וְהַר יִבָּקַע, וְיִתְקַדֵּשׁ בָּנוּ שְׁמוֹ 346 הַגָּדוֹל 48 וְהַקָּדוֹשׁ שֶׁנִּקְרָא 651 עָלֵינוּ 166 = 1211, וְתִהְיֶה הַשָּׁעָה הַזֹּאת שְׁעַת אֱמֶת, וְעַל יְדֵי זֶה תַּצְלִיחֵנִי 594 בַּתּוֹרָה 613 = 1211, וּתְקַיֵּם בִּי הַבְּרָכָה "וְיִתְבָּרְכוּ 644 בְּךָ 22 כָּל 50 גּוֹיֵי 29 הָאָרֶץ 296 = 1041,

 וְעַל יְדֵי זֶה "הַסּוֹלֵחַ לְכָל עֲוֹנֵכִי", אֶזְכֶּה לִתְשׁוּבָה מֵאַהֲבָה, וְיִתְקַיֵּם בִּי הַפָּסוּק "אִם 41 יִהְיוּ 31 חֲטָאֵיכֶם 88 כַּשָּׁנִים 420 כַּשֶּׁלֶג 353 יַלְבִּינוּ" 108 = 1041.  

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