A Prayer to Merit Trust (Bitachon), to Live with Joy

Master of the Universe, Almighty, grant me the merit to always be in joy this year, as it is said: “Come, bride; come, bride—Shabbos Queen (Shabbat Malketa).” 491 = 1341. And may I merit to be a fiery flame toward You, as it is said: “A fire shall continually burn upon the altar; it shall not be extinguished.” 62 = 1427; “it shall not be extinguished” 458 = 1885. “The Torah of life and lovingkindness (chesed).” 72 = 1560. And through teshuvah (returning to Hashem) out of love—intentional sins are transformed into merits—= 1560. And may the verse be fulfilled in me: “The heavens were opened, and I saw visions of G-d (Elokim).” 86 = 1885. “And You, Hashem, Who answers in a time of distress.” 295 = 1341. And may I merit, in the future, an outpouring of blessing and success = 1341. And in the merit of this, may I merit the three pillars of the world = 1341—Avraham 248, Yitzchak 208, the secret of the crown of all, and Yaakov 182 = 638—and to be “Hashem is One” = 1, “dust and ashes” = 638. And may I merit, on the festival of Shavuos, the Gate of the Fiftieth = 10013. And may You open for me the Thirteen Attributes of Mercy (Yud-Gimmel Middos shel Rachamim). And may You open for me all the gates of holiness = 10013. And may I always be the most holy (kedushah 415), and the most pure (taharah 215), and the most refined/clear (zakkah 32) = 662 in the world—like “Hashem is One” = 1, Esther the Queen. And may I always merit to be filled with bitachon (trust in Hashem), as it is said: “For in Him our heart rejoices, for we have trusted in His holy Name.” 75 = 1341.

With the help of Heaven (B"H) 427

To Merit Trust (Bitachon), to Live with Joy, and for an Abundance of Success