Master of the Universe, Almighty, from whom no purpose can be withheld, bless me with sons and daughters

Master of the Universe, Almighty, from whom no purpose can be withheld, as I stand here beside the holy and awesome resting place (tziyun) of Rebbe Nachman, who is all-capable and in whose hands is the entire creation and all miracles and wonders. I am entirely gripped by trembling, quaking, fear, dread, shivering, awe, and shuddering as I stand here before our holy and awesome Rebbe, in whose hands is everything—to bless barren women with children and to revive the dead. I am ashamed and humiliated by the sins of my youth and my young adulthood. I add sin upon transgression every single day, and I do not know where to hide myself from the magnitude of my shame and disgrace. I say to the mountains, "Cover me," and to the hills, "Fall upon me." Now I have come before You, our holy and awesome Rebbe, with a torn and boiling heart, and I truly take upon myself to study eight hours of Gemara every single day. In this merit, our holy and awesome Rebbe, bless my wife in the blink of an eye with a holy and pure male child who will be on the spiritual level of our holy and awesome Rebbe. May the souls of Mashiach ben Yosef and Mashiach ben David be impregnated within him, in whose merit the complete Geulah (Redemption) will come and the Holy Temple will be rebuilt in the blink of an eye, Amen, Netzach, Selah, Va'ed.

Master of the Universe, Almighty, from whom no purpose can be withheld, in the merit that from today onward I will guard my eyes, and I will not look at any strange girl, Heaven forbid, nor any strange woman, Heaven forbid. Bless me with a male child who will engage all his days in Talmud (480) Torah (611). "Please Hashem, deal (Aseh 375) with us (Imanu 166) for the sake (Lema'an 190) of Your Name (Shmecha 360)" = 2182, "for we have (Ki Ein 61) no (Lanu 86) King (Melech 90) who helps (Ozer 283) and supports (v'Somech 132) but (Ela 32) You (Atah 406)", and in this merit, deliver all our enemies into our hands, as it is stated, "For Hashem has given (Ki Natan 500) Hashem (26) into your hands (b'Yedchem 76) all (Et 401) your enemies (Kol Oyveichem 89)" = 2182.

Master of the Universe, may I merit through Your great and awesome power, bless us with male children who will be on the level of our holy Rebbe, and on the level of Rabbi Shimon bar Yochai, and on the level of Moshe Rabbeinu, the Faithful Shepherd (Raya Meheimna). May my beloved wife and I merit to draw down the soul of Mashiach ben Yosef and Mashiach ben David to the world anew, in the blink of an eye, Amen.

Master of the Universe, Almighty, from whom no purpose can be withheld, bless me with a male child who will be in the aspect of Mashiach (358) ben (52) David (14) = 424, which is the gematria of "My beloved (Ahuvi 42) Eliyahu (Eliyahu 52) the Prophet (HaNavi 68) remembered (Zachur 233) for good (LaTov 47)" = 424. A son who will be in the aspect of the gematria of 'my beloved Eliyahu the Prophet remembered for good.' And by strengthening and sanctifying myself at the peak of holiness, and by always having pure eyes, with absolute guarding of the eyes, through this may I merit to draw down a son who will be in the aspect of Mashiach ben David = 424, in the aspect of my beloved Eliyahu the Prophet remembered for good = 424, who merited to ascend to Heaven with his physical body. Master of the Universe, in the merit of my good (HaTovah 22) wife who engages all her days in "Her lamp (Nerah 255) does not (Lo 33) go out (Yichbeh 37) at night (BaLailah 77)" = 424. May I merit a male child who will be in the aspect of the King Mashiach, about whom it is said "This (Zeh 12) is he (Hu 12)" in whose time "Those who love you (Ohavaich 44) will be at peace (Yishlayu 356)" = 424. And by knowing that my wife is a very (Me'od 45) great (Gedolah 48) woman (Isha 306), then (Az 8) David (David 14) comes (Ba 3) = 424. And when he is born, he will be in the aspect of David, King of Israel, about whom it is said, then (Az 8) David (David 14) comes (Ba 3) to a chosen (Nivchar 260) nation (L'Am 140) = 425, which is the gematria of Mashiach (358) ben (52) David (14) + 1 = 425.

Master of the Universe, Almighty, from whom no purpose can be withheld, may Your mercy overcome Your attributes of strict justice. Grant me the merit to be clear (Barah 207) as the sun (KaChammah 73), pure (Zakah 32) as the moon (KaLevanah 107) = 419. In this merit, may the verse be fulfilled in me: "But I am like a flourishing olive tree in the house of God," which is said about the King Mashiach. May we merit all the days of our lives to be included in the olive (Zayit = 419) of the King Mashiach. Through this, may we merit to draw down holy and pure children to the world, who will be on the level of Mashiach ben David and Mashiach ben Yosef. May I merit to be all the days of my life pure (HaZach 32) and clean (v'HaTahor 231) like the sun (KaShemesh 660) at noon (BaTzohorayim 347) = 1270. Through this, may the blessing of Avraham be fulfilled in me: "Go (Lech 50) for yourself (Lecha 50)", and may I merit a male (Zachar 227) son (L'Ben 82) = 409. May I merit to draw down the soul of Mashiach ben Yosef, who is Nechemiah ben Hushiel = 520, and the soul of Mashiach ben David, Menachem ben Ammiel = 341 + 520 + 409 = 1270.

Master of the Universe, Almighty, grant me the merit of guarding my eyes, and to never again look at any strange woman, Heaven forbid, until the end of all generations. Please, One Hashem, "Behold, God is my salvation, I will trust and not be afraid," bless me with more children, all of them on the level of Mashiach ben Yosef and Mashiach ben David. May they build the Holy Temple, and may we merit to see the complete Geulah (Redemption) in the blink of an eye, Amen, Netzach, Selah, Va'ed. Open for us all the gates of holiness, and in all that we do, may we succeed, as it is stated, "For Israel does valiantly."

Master of the Universe, Almighty, from whom no purpose can be withheld, grant me sharpness of mind and the shining of the skin of my face, as stated in Torah 38. May I merit to know Shas, Rambam, Tur, Shulchan Aruch, Ketzot HaChoshen, Netivot HaMishpat, Likutey Moharan, Likutey Halachot, Sipurei Ma'asiyot (Rebbe Nachman's Tales), and all the books of our holy and awesome Rebbe, as stated in Torah 38, that 15 (Tet-Vav 16) wagons passed over his sharp edge, in the merit of Avraham (248) Yitzchak (208) Yaakov (182) Moshe (345) Aharon (256) Yosef (156) David (14) = 1425. I will never again look at any strange woman in the world at all, Heaven forbid, nor any strange girl in the world at all, Heaven forbid, from now until eternity. In this merit, please perform miracles and wonders with me, as it is written, "He has declared the power of His works to His people, to give them the heritage of the nations." In this merit, may I merit to be attached to You all twenty-four hours of the day, as it is stated, "My soul (Nafshi 440) clings (Davkah 111) to You (Acharecha 239); Your right hand (Yeminecha 130) upholds (Tamchah 465) me (Bi 12)" = 1425. In this merit, may I merit an abundance of sons and daughters, and "I will multiply (Arbeh 208) your descendants (Zar'achem 337) like the stars (u'Chechochvei 84) of the heavens (HaShamayim 395)" = 1425. May my wife give birth to a male child in the blink (K'Heref 305) of an eye (Ayin 130) = 435, in the merit of the Tzaddik (209) Foundation (Yesod 80) of the World (Olam 146) = 435, Rebbe Nachman ben Simcha ben Feiga.

Master of the Universe, grant me that my wife will be a true righteous woman (tzaddeikes), and be blessed with Sarah (507) and Rivka (307) and Rachel (244) and Leah (42) = 1106. May I merit true marital peace (shalom bayis), and may there be only joy and gladness in our home. May the verse be fulfilled in me: "His cheeks (Lechayav 54) are like a bed (Ka'arugat 699) of spices (HaBosem 353) = 1106, towers of perfume; his lips are lilies, dripping flowing myrrh." May I merit that 'the deeds (Ma'aseh 415) of the fathers (Avot 409) are a sign (Siman 160) for the children (LaBanim 132)' = 1106. May I further merit male children who are God-fearing and righteous, like Moshe Rabbeinu, peace be upon him, about whom it is stated: "And the man Moshe (345) was very (Me'od 45) great (Gadol 43) in the land (b'Eretz 293) of Egypt (Mitzrayim 380)" = 1106 [Kings I 17:8-24].

Master of the Universe, Almighty, grant us the merit to be blessed with a male child in the blink of an eye. 'May the merit (Zechutah 438) of Moshe (d'Moshe 349), the Faithful (Meheimna 146) Shepherd (Raya 281), be remembered for us (Idkar Lana)' = 1214. Grant me and my wife the merit to bring into the world the souls of our holy and awesome Rebbe, and the soul (v'Nishmat 790) of Mashiach (358) ben (52) David (14) = 1214. Bless me and my wife with 'Angels of peace, ministering angels, and say (v'Imru 253) blessed (Baruch 228) to my set (HeAruch 301) table (L'Shulchani 434)' = 1316. May I merit to study Torah day and night, to sleep on the ground, and to eat bread with salt, for such (v'Kach 46) is the way (Darkah 229) of (Shel 330) Torah (611) = 1216. May I merit to know Shas Gemara, Rambam, Tur, Shulchan Aruch, Tokfo Kohen, Ketzot HaChoshen, Netivot HaMishpat, Likutey Moharan, Likutey Halachot, Sipurei Ma'asiyot, Likutey Tefillot. For 'there is no (Ein 61) elder (Zaken 157) except (Ela 32) one who (Mi 50) has acquired (SheKanah 455) wisdom (Chochmah 73)' = 828, because "The wise (Chachamim 118) conceal (Yitzpenu 236) knowledge (Da'at 474)" = 828. May I merit, in the merit of my holy Torah study, that the Temple (Mikdash 444) below (Shel 330 Matah 54) = 828 and the Temple above be rebuilt. May the verse be fulfilled in me: "Behold, my sheaf (Alumati 487) arose (Kamah 145) and also (v'Gam 49) stood upright (Nitzavah 147)" = 828. May I merit the humility of Moshe Rabbeinu, peace be upon him, as it is stated: "Now the man Moshe was very humble, more than all men who were on the face of the earth."

Master of the Universe, Almighty, Creator (Borei 209) of healings (Refuot 693), awesome (Nora 257) in praises (Tehillot 841) = 2000. May I merit to rectify the root of my soul, in the merit of the Tzaddik Yesod Olam, "A flowing brook, a source of wisdom" (Rebbe Nachman). Please, Lord (Adon 61) of wonders (HaNiflaot 572) = 633, may I merit to be truly joyful with genuine joy. Give thanks (Hodu 21) "To Him who struck (L'Makeh 95) great (Gedolim 93) kings (Melachim 140), for (Ki 30) His lovingkindness (Chasdo 78) is everlasting (L'Olam 176)" = 633. In this merit, that the Holy One, Blessed be He, performs wonders alone, for His lovingkindness is everlasting, may I merit to be all the days of my life in true humility (Ba'Anavah 133) and lowliness (v'Shiflut 825) = 955 of spirit. May I merit to guard my eyes, the seven (HaShiv'at 777) layers (Galdei 47) of the eye (Eina 131) = 955. May I merit to keep a daily schedule, and through this, may the angels of the Divine Chariot (Merkavah) accompany me: Nuriel (297) Michael (101) Gavriel (296) Refael (311) = 955. May I have no disputes whatsoever with my wife, and may I merit twin male children who will be great in Torah.

Master of the Universe, Almighty, from whom no purpose can be withheld, bless us with a male child. Through this, may joy multiply in all the spiritual worlds, and may abundant flow (shefa) be bestowed upon all the Sefiros, as it is stated: "Cry out (Tzahali 135) and sing for joy (v'Ronni 266), O inhabitant (Yoshevet 718) of Zion (Tziyon 156) = 1275, for great in your midst (B'Kirbech 324) is the Holy One (Kadosh 410) of Israel (Yisrael 541)" = 1275. May I merit to meditate on all twelve combinations of the Divine Name (Havayah) in every moment and second. May I merit to know Shas, Rambam, Tur, Shulchan Aruch, Ketzot HaChoshen, Netivot HaMishpat, Tokfo Kohen, Meiri, Rashba, Ramban, Ritva, Shitah Mekubetzet, Zohar, Etz Chaim, Sha'ar HaGilgulim, and all the books of the holy and awesome Arizal, by heart, word for word, letter for letter, with broad proficiency and deep analysis. Merciful Father (Av 3 HaRachaman), "For (Ki 30) He has clothed me (Hilbishani 407) with garments (Bigdei 11) of salvation (Yesha 380), He has wrapped me (Ye'atani 139) in a robe (u'Me'il 156) of righteousness (Tzedakah 195)" = 1310. May I merit to increase in charity and lovingkindness, and in this merit, may I be blessed with a male child in the blink of an eye. May I merit the Hidden (HaGanuz 71) Light (HaOr 212) of (Shel 330) the Act (Ma'aseh 415) of Creation (Bereshit 912) = 1941. I will believe that You (She'Atah 706) are (Hu 12) the first (Rishon 557) = 1275, and You are the last, and besides You there is no God. In this merit, Hashem is One (1), "Your children (Baneicha 82) will be like olive (Zeitim 467) shoots (Kishetilei 770)" = 1310. May I merit ten sons and ten daughters, and may each and every one merit to be 'bold as a leopard, light as an eagle, swift as a deer, and strong as a lion to do the will of our Father in Heaven.'

Master of the Universe, Almighty, from whom no purpose can be withheld, Merciful Father, "My soul (Nafshi 440) clings (Davkah 111) to You (Acharecha 239); Your right hand (Yeminecha 130) upholds (Tamchah 465) me (Bi 12)" = 1400. Grant me to know Shas Gemara, Rambam, Tur, Shulchan Aruch Choshen Mishpat, Ketzot HaChoshen, Netivot HaMishpat, Likutey Moharan, Likutey Halachot, Sipurei Ma'asiyot, Likutey Tefillot, all by heart, forwards and backwards, with broad proficiency and deep analysis, without missing a single word or letter, as it is written, 'Praiseworthy is he who comes here with his learning in his hand.' In this merit, may I merit an abundance of sons and daughters, as it is written, "And I will make your descendants (Zar'acha 303) like the sand (K'Chol 64) of the sea (HaYam 55), which (Asher 501) cannot (Lo 31) be numbered (Yisafer 350) for multitude (MeRov 242)" = 1546. May I merit a male child who will be full (Malei 71) of Mitzvot (Mitzvot 542) and Torah (v'Torah 617) like a pomegranate (K'Rimon 316) = 1546. Please, grant me the merit of guarding my eyes, and I will never again look at any strange woman, Heaven forbid, nor any strange girl, Heaven forbid. My wife will be 'one who loves (Ohevet 414) uprightness (Et 401 HaMeisharim 605)' = 1420. All my life I will dwell with her in love, brotherhood, peace, and friendship. In this merit, the blessing will be fulfilled in me: "And I will make you (v'E'esecha 397) a great (Gadol 43) nation (L'Goy 49), and I will bless you (v'Avarechecha 249), and make your name (Shmecha 360) great (v'Agadlah 48); and you shall be (v'Hyeh 26) a blessing (Berachah 227)" = 1420. Only joy and gladness will rest in our home, and in this merit, the verse will be fulfilled in us: "Gladness (Sason 362) and joy (v'Simchah 359) will overtake them (Yasigun 379) = 1400, and sorrow and sighing will flee away." In this merit, the verse will be fulfilled in us: "That (Asher 501) the Jews (HaYehudim 80) themselves (Hemmah 50) should rule (Yishletu 355) over those who hated them (b'Soneihem 414)" = 1400.

Master of the Universe, Almighty, bless us with a male child who will be on the level of Eliyahu (52) the Prophet (HaNavi 68) remembered (Zachur 233) for good (LaTov 47) = 400, who was pure (Tahor 220) of eyes (Einayim 180) = 400, and never saw any strange woman in his life, and studied Torah day and night, as it is written, "Her lamp (Nerah 255) does not (Lo 31) go out (Yichbeh 32) at night (BaLailah 77)" = 400. Please, Almighty Hashem, draw down upon us grace and lovingkindness, children, abundant livelihood, and Heavenly assistance (Siyata d'Shmaya). May the blessing be fulfilled in us: "The jar (Kad 24) of flour (HaKemach 153) was not (Lo 31) exhausted (Kalatah 455), nor did the jug (v'Tzapachat 354) of oil (HaShemen 395) become empty (Lo 31 Chaser 268)" = 2000. Please Hashem, Creator (Borei 209) of healings (Refuot 693), awesome (Nora 257) in praises (Tehillot 841) = 2000, grant me and my wife a male child on the level of Eliyahu the Prophet remembered for good. Grant me (Zakeni 87) the verse: "Set me (Simeni 410) as a seal (KaChotam 474) upon (Al 100) your heart (Libbecha 52), as a seal (KaChotam 474) upon (Al 100) your arm (Zro'echa 303) = 2000; for love is as strong as death, jealousy is as severe as the grave; its flashes are flashes of fire, the flame of God." May we merit a male child by this coming Chanukah (Zot Chanukah).

Master of the Universe, Almighty, grant me the merit of guarding my eyes, and to never again look at any strange woman, Heaven forbid, until the end of all generations. Please, One Hashem (13), "Behold, God (El 31) is my salvation (Yeshuati 792), I will trust (Evtach 20) and not (v'Lo 37) be afraid (Efchad 99)" = 990. Bless me with more children, all of them on the level of Mashiach (358) ben (52) Yosef (156) Mashiach (358) ben (52) Yosef (156) = 990. May they build the Holy Temple, and may we merit to see the complete Geulah (Redemption) in the blink of an eye, Amen, Netzach, Selah, Va'ed. Open for us all the gates (Sha'arei 580) of holiness (HaKedushah 420) = 1000, and in all that we do, may we succeed, as it is stated, 'For (Ki 30) Israel (Yisrael 541) does (Oseh 381) valiantly (Chayil 48)' = 1000.

Master of the Universe, Almighty, grant us the merit to be blessed with a male child in the blink of an eye. 'May the merit (Zechutah 438) of Moshe (d'Moshe 349), the Faithful (Meheimna 146) Shepherd (Raya 281), be remembered for us (Idkar Lana)' = 1214. Grant me and my wife the merit to bring into the world the souls of our holy and awesome Rebbe, and the soul (v'Nishmat 790) of Mashiach (358) ben (52) David (14) = 1214. Bless me and my wife with 'Angels of peace, ministering angels, and say (v'Imru 253) blessed (Baruch 228) to my set (HeAruch 301) table (L'Shulchani 434)' = 1216. May I merit to study Torah day and night, to sleep on the ground, and to eat bread with salt, for such (v'Kach 46) is the way (Darkah 229) of (Shel 330) Torah (611) = 1216. May I merit to know Shas Gemara, Rambam, Tur, Shulchan Aruch, Tokfo Kohen, Ketzot HaChoshen, Netivot HaMishpat, Likutey Moharan, Likutey Halachot, Sipurei Ma'asiyot, Likutey Tefillot. For there is no (Ein 61) elder (Zaken 157) except (Ela 32) one who (Mi 50) has acquired (SheKanah 455) wisdom (Chochmah 73) = 828, because "The wise (Chachamim 118) conceal (Yitzpenu 230) knowledge (Da'at 474)" = 828. May I merit, in the merit of my holy Torah study, that the Temple (Mikdash 444) below (Shel 330 Matah 54) = 828 and the Temple above be rebuilt. May the verse be fulfilled in me: "Behold, my sheaf (Alumati 487) arose (Kamah 145) and also (v'Gam 49) stood upright (Nitzavah 147)" = 828. May I merit the humility of Moshe Rabbeinu, peace be upon him, as it is stated: "Now the man Moshe was very humble, more than all men who were on the face of the earth," for "It is the finger of God."

Master of the Universe, Almighty, grant me to know Shas, Rambam, Tur, Shulchan Aruch, Tokfo Kohen, Ketzot HaChoshen, Netivot HaMishpat. May the two souls of Mashiach ben Yosef and Mashiach ben David be impregnated within us during our lifetime. May I merit the verse: "May Hashem, the God of your fathers, add to you a thousand times as many as you are." May I merit to do valiantly, as it is stated, 'For Israel does valiantly.' May I merit absolute guarding of the eyes, and I will never again look at any strange woman in the world at all, Heaven forbid, anymore. Open for us all the gates of holiness. Please Hashem, in whom my soul rejoices, One Hashem, fulfill in me the verse: "Fear not, My servant Yaakov," fear not. May my wife and I merit to be like Moshe, Aharon, and Miriam, who redeemed the people of Israel and brought them out of Egypt. Please Hashem, for 'There is none to compare to You, Hashem our God, in this world, and there is none besides You, our King, for the life of the World to Come,' grant us the merit to live all the days of our lives in the Holy Land. Please, "Hashem is my refuge and my fortress," bless us with sons and daughters "like the stars of the heavens in multitude." Please Hashem, grant me the merit to know the entire Shas, Ketzot HaChoshen, Megaleh Amukot, Netivot HaMishpat, Tokfo Kohen, by heart, word for word, letter for letter, with broad proficiency and deep analysis. "My beloved is like a gazelle or a young stag upon the mountains of Bather." May I forever merit to be included in the twelve tribes of God (Shivtei Yah), and to know that I am the least of them all, and to be among those who are insulted but do not insult, who hear their reproach and do not reply.

Master of the Universe, Almighty, from whom no purpose can be withheld, grant me the merit to subdue all the Sitra Achra (the Other Side/forces of evil), by studying Shas Gemara, Ramban, Rashba, Ritva, Meiri, Shitah Mekubetzet, Rambam, Shas, Tur, Shulchan Aruch, Beit Yosef, Bach, and all their commentaries. Through this, may the verse be fulfilled in me: "And after (v'Acharei 225) that (Chen 70) his brother (Achiv 25) came out (Yatza 101), and his hand (v'Yado 26) grasped (Ochezet 416) the heel (Ba'Akev 174) of Esav (Esav 376)" = 1293. I will never again look at any strange woman in the world, nor any strange girl in the world at all, Heaven forbid. Please, Merciful Father, fulfill in us the verse: "And the house (v'Hayah 26 Beit 412) of Yaakov (Yaakov 182) shall be a fire (Esh 301), and the house (u'Veit 418) of Yosef (Yosef 156) a flame (Lehavah 42)" = 1537. Please, Merciful Father (Av 3), in the merit of Miriam (290) the righteous woman, open for us all the gates (Sha'arei 580) of holiness (HaKedushah 415) = 1293, that we may merit sons and daughters "like the sand (KaChol 64) that is upon (She'Al 400) the seashore (Sefat 780 HaYam 55) in multitude (LaRov 228)" = 1537.

Master of the Universe, Almighty, from whom no purpose can be withheld, please make it happen in the blink of an eye that my wife conceives in the blink of an eye. Please, Merciful and Gracious One, Almighty, Hero over all heroes, Victor over all victors, please act according to the greatness of Your infinite lovingkindness and bless my wife with a male child, with a holy and pure soul, with the soul of our holy Rebbe, and may she too merit the soul of our holy Rebbe. Please, Merciful and Gracious One, elevate my wife to all the levels of holiness, until she merits to be included in the soul of Adam Kadmon (Primordial Man) in the innermost of the innermost. May the statement of our Sages be fulfilled in her: 'He did not move from cherishing her until he called her my daughter; he did not move from cherishing her until he called her my sister,' until she merits to ascend to the level of Imma Ila'ah (the Supernal Mother), as our Sages said: 'He did not move from cherishing her until he called her my mother.' Until she merits to be included in the Imma Ila'ah within Adam Kadmon. Through this, may she merit to draw down anew the soul of our holy Rebbe, with completely new intellects (Mochin), from the innermost of Adam Kadmon of Adam Kadmon. Until this holy soul that she draws down through my wife merits to include all five Partzufim (Divine Personas): Adam Kadmon, Atika Kadisha, Arich Anpin, Abba v'Imma. Through this, may Yaakov, Leah, and Rachel merit to be included in this holy and wondrous soul, along with all the holy Patriarchs, Avraham and Yitzchak, and the holy Matriarchs, Sarah and Rivka, with the soul of Moshe, the Faithful Shepherd. Until my wife, myself, and the holy soul that will be drawn down through her merit to be included in "Ehyeh Asher Ehyeh" (I Am That I Am). May I merit to be included in all five holy Names of "Ehyeh Asher Ehyeh," until my wife, myself, and the holy soul that will be drawn down through us are transformed into the essence of the wondrous Name "Ehyeh Asher Ehyeh."

Master of the Universe, Almighty, grant me a complete (Shlemah 375) healing (B'Refuah 292) in the blink (K'Heref 305) of an eye (Ayin 130) = 1002. May I merit to be a devoted (Vatik 516) disciple (Talmid 484) of our holy and awesome Rebbe, for "This (Zeh 12) = 1002 is my God and I will glorify Him." May I merit, One Hashem (1), to the aspect of Yechidah (37), and to be a scholar (Lamdan 124) proficient (HaBaki 117) in Shas (BaShas 362) and the Poskim (u'VaPoskim 304) = 988, in the merit of the Tenth (Asarah 575) of Tevet (B'Tevet 413) = 988. May I merit to know Shas Gemara, Rambam, Tur, Shulchan Aruch, Ketzot HaChoshen, Netivot HaMishpat, Likutey Moharan, Likutey Halachot, Sipurei Ma'asiyot, Likutey Tefillot, all by heart, forwards and backwards, with broad proficiency and deep analysis. In this merit, may we be blessed with a male child this year.

Master of the Universe, Almighty, bless me with another male child, who will be the Holy of Holies, the wisest and most righteous in the world. May the verse be fulfilled in him: "A star (Kochav 48) has stepped forth (Darach 224) from Yaakov (L'Yaakov 212)" "Fear (Tira 611) not (Al 31), My servant Yaakov." My wife will be the wisest, most righteous, and most God-fearing in the world, as it is written: "She opens (Patchah 493) her mouth (Piha 95) with wisdom (B'Chochmah 75), and the teaching of (v'Torat 1012) kindness (Chesed 72) is on (Al 100) her tongue (Leshonah 391)" = 2238. Please Hashem, 'who (Asher 501) created (Bara 203) joy (Sason 656) and gladness (v'Simchah 359), groom (Chatan 458) and bride (v'Kallah 61)' = 2238, gladden my wife with all the joys in the world. Please Hashem, Father (Avi 13) of orphans (HaYetomim 511) and Judge (v'Dayan 70) of widows (Almanot 527), who (Asher 501) judges (Shofet 395) the poor (Dal 34) with righteousness (B'Tzedek 196) = 1120. May I be proficient in the Torah of (B'Torat 1008) the Prophets (HaNevi'im 118) = 1126. And may I merit true marital peace with my wife.

Master of the Universe, Almighty, from whom no purpose can be withheld, grant me the merit to draw down the soul of a male child, from Adam Kadmon through Atika Kadisha, through Arich Anpin, through Abba v'Imma, through Ze'ir Anpin and Malchus. Please, Merciful and Gracious One, Almighty, Hero over all heroes, Victor over all victors, please grant me the merit to win this terrible war. May my wife and I be sanctified with the holiness of the Covenant (Bris) in ultimate holiness and purity. May we be holy and pure with the holiness of our holy Rebbe. Through this, may my wife and I merit to draw down the two most wondrous souls, which are the souls of Mashiach ben Yosef and the soul of Mashiach ben David. In this merit, may we merit the complete Geulah (Redemption) speedily in our days, Amen.

Master of the Universe, Almighty, please send a complete (Shlemah 375) healing (Refuah 292) to my wife (L'Ishti 741) from (Min 90) Heaven (HaShamayim 395) = 1893. Master of the Universe, I have come before You with a tear (B'Dimah 119), and through this may I merit a hidden (Ganuz 66) and wondrous (v'Nifla 167) light (Or 207), and may we merit to see victory (BaNitzachon 196) over (Al 100) all (Kol 50) our enemies (Oyveinu 75). Please, God (Elohei 46) of Heaven (HaShamayim 395), "Into Your hand (B'Yadecha 36) I entrust (Afkid 195) my spirit (Ruchi 225)" = 1893. Please, Father (Av) + the Good (HaTov) = 25. Please, Merciful and Gracious One, have mercy (Rachem 248) please (Na 51) upon (Al 100) my wife (Ishti 711), for (Ki 30) her work (Po'olah 185) is pure (Zach 27) and upright (v'Yashar 516) = 1893. Have mercy please upon (Al 100) my righteous (HaTzaddeikes 114) wife (Ishti 711), for she is also a very (Me'od 45) wise-hearted (Chochmat 468 Lev 32) woman (Isha 349) = 1893. In this merit, send her a complete healing from Heaven in the blink of an eye, and may she never miscarry again, and may she bear me a male child in the blink of an eye, Amen, easily, without any suffering at all.

Master of the Universe, grant me an abundance of holy seed in holiness and purity, from "the river that flows out of Eden to water the garden," which is the flow of the holy river of seed that comes forth from beneath the Tree of Life, from Abba v'Imma to water the garden, which is Ze'ir Anpin and Malchus. May I merit to water my Sefirah of Malchus, which is Rachel, with an abundance of holy and pure seed, as it is written: "And a spring shall come forth from the house of Hashem and water the valley of Shittim." May the verse in Zechariah 14:8 be fulfilled in me: "And it shall be on that day, that living waters shall go out from Jerusalem," which is the holy seed, "half of them toward the eastern sea," which is the Sefirah of Binah, "and half of them toward the western sea," which is the Sefirah of Malchus, Rachel. May I merit to water Rachel with an abundance of holy and pure seed. May I merit that the holy seed be drawn down upon me from the Foundation Stone (Even Shetiyah) from the Holy of Holies, and may my holy seed be influenced by the river that flows out of Eden, and may it be like a strengthening river and an unceasing spring. May all the souls of the Tzaddikim be impregnated within it: the Faithful Shepherd (Moshe), the holy Patriarchs, Aharon, Yosef, David, and Shlomo, the Baal Shem Tov, the holy Arizal, as well as the soul of Rabbi Shimon bar Yochai, and all the true Tzaddikim of all generations. Please, Merciful and Gracious One, make it so from now on that my seed will be strengthened from day to day more and more, and it will be drawn from the Higher Yaakov to the Lower Rachel, who is my faithful soulmate. May I merit to be blessed with a holy and pure male child from her, who will be holy with the holiness of the Faithful Shepherd, and who will merit to build the Holy Temple, and to bring the complete Geulah (Redemption) speedily in our days, in the blink of an eye, Amen.

Master of the Universe, Almighty, from whom no purpose can be withheld, grant me the merit to study Shas Gemara Talmud, and I will never again look at any strange woman, Heaven forbid, nor any strange girl, Heaven forbid. May I merit to always live in Jerusalem. Please, Merciful Father (Av = 3), for You (Atah 406) dwell (Shochen 376) in glory (Kavod 32) in Jerusalem (B'Yerushalayim 498), in the merit of David the King Mashiach, whom He called David = 14, My servant (Avdi = 86) = 1515, and Jerusalem. May I merit true guarding of the eyes. Please, Merciful and Gracious One, "My God (Eli 42), my Rock (Tzuri 216), in Him I take refuge (Echeseh 74 Bo 8)," grant me that all my focus will be solely on Shas (BaShas 362) Gemara (244) Talmud (480) = 1515. In the merit that I will study much Shas Gemara Talmud, and that I will always dwell in Jerusalem—I, my children, and my children's children forever—please, Great (Gadol 43) God (El 31), Hashem (26), may we merit that the souls of Avraham (248) Yitzchak (208) Yaakov (182) Moshe (345) Aharon (256) Yosef (156) and David (20) = 1515 be impregnated within us. May they build the Holy Temple speedily in our days, in the blink of an eye, Amen, Netzach, Selah, Va'ed.

Master of the Universe, in the merit of our holy and awesome Rebbe, the Holy of Holies, grant me from this day forward to guard my eyes, and no drop will ever issue from me in vain again. From now until eternity, I will never again look at any strange woman in the world, and I will know that every strange woman is literally Lilith herself. In the merit of guarding my eyes, may I merit that my wife will be blessed with a male child, a Holy of Holies. Until my wife and I merit to hear all the Ten Commandments that the Children of Israel heard "at Horeb (B'Chorev 218) from the midst (Mitoch 466) of the fire (HaEsh 306)" = 990. Through this, may my wife and I merit to draw down anew the soul of Moshe (345) Rabbeinu (258), who merited the supernal (Ila'ah 116) illumination (Nehiru 271) = 990. Through guarding my eyes, may he be comprised of the two Mashiachs: Mashiach (358) ben (52) David (14) Mashiach (358) ben (52) Yosef (156) = 990.

Master of the Universe, hear my cry, see my groaning which reaches to the heights of Heaven. O Heavens, awaken to my cry, and the Almighty in the heights—the earth cannot contain my roars. "By day I call out and You do not answer, and by night there is no silence for me." "How long shall I take counsel in my soul, having sorrow in my heart daily?" "Only in You do we mention Your Name," for masters other than You have ruled over me. How long will naked souls be spilled from my hand—holy souls, pure souls that I uprooted from their source, and even now I am uprooting them, with no resting place for the sole of their foot, and even now they cannot return to their source. Master of the Universe, have mercy on me with Your abundant and immense mercy. I have already uprooted souls from their source of life, and they wander, moving and roaming between heaven and earth with no rest, and destroying angels chase after them, striking them and killing them. Please, please, I come—the child is gone, and how can I go up to my Father in Heaven? With what face can I appear before You, having sinned like this? Yet You desire to bestow upon me all the good in the world, with holy and pure male children who will be on the level of our holy Rebbe, who will endure and live year after year until a hundred and twenty years, so that a remnant of us will remain on earth. Teach me, my Father, to multiply supplications before You, to always cry out to You with a whole heart, to shake the heavens, to ascend to the highest heaven (Aravot) and beyond Aravot, and from there to draw down holy souls upon which this world will have no grasp whatsoever. Grant us a complete mind (Da'as) and to bring down souls with a complete mind. May we merit to see children to our children until the end of all generations, and there will be no barren man or barren woman among them, and no one, Heaven forbid, will blemish the Covenant (Bris), Heaven forbid.