Rabbi Eliezer Berland’s Prayer for Humility
A prayer to have humility, lowliness and subdued pride (ga’avah).
Master of The World, The One who can make everything possible, please subdue any (feeling of) pride that is in me completely, so that I will always merit to be humble (gematria: 133) and ‘low’ (gematria: 822) = 955.
And I will know that I’m the worst (person) in the world and I will be like ‘Har Tavor’, which is four parsa’ot (Talmudic measurement), and follow Teaching #14 (in Likutei Moharan) and I will be able to finish few hundred pages of Gemara before the 26th of Nissan and come to the level of Our Holy and Awesome Teacher, Rebbe Nachman, son of Simcha and son of Feige.
And I will be able to bring back my family to complete repentance.
And by virtue of this, I will transform the four elements in me; fire (gematria: 301), wind (gematria: 214), water (gematria: 90) and earth (gematria: 350; together = 955), to the four elements of holiness.
And I will be like a burning fire for You and by virtue of this, I will learn Torah day (gematria: 96) and night (gematria: 81, together = 177) constantly and feel and taste Gan (gematria: 53) Eden (gematria: 124, together = 177) every moment and second.
And by (virtue of) this, the Angels Nuri’el (gematria: 297), Gavri’el (gematria: 246), Micha’el (gematria: 101), Refa’el (gematria: 311, together = 955) will accompany me and I will experience miraculous salvations and wonders every moment and second.