To Merit at Chatzos to Shed Tears Like Water Over How I Destroyed and Burned the

"TO SAY EVERY DAY AT CHATZOS"

Master of the Universe, grant me the merit every Chatzos (midnight prayer) to shed tears like water, especially over guarding my eyes, and over my blemishes of the covenant which are as numerous as the sand of the sea, and deeper than the sea. Please Hashem, grant me the merit to shed tears day [96] and night [81] = 177, and let my eyes not cease, "over the shattering of the daughter of my people," and over the Holy Temple which was burned due to my many sins. For I am the one who burned the Holy Temple, from the multitude of my infinite blemishes which are heavier than the sand of the seas, and deeper than the sea. And I have descended to the depths of the sea, "Water flowed over my head; I said, I am cut off," "My enemies hunted me like a bird without cause," "and they cast a stone at me," "and He set me as a mark for the arrow." Please Hashem, just as "As one who plows and cleaves the earth, our bones are scattered at the mouth of the grave," and I have cleaved the entire globe of the earth from the immense weight of my sins, which have reached an infinite number of blemishes, more than the sand of the seas. Please Hashem, accept my prayers, and the meditations of my heart, and the deepest feelings of my heart. And may this poor and meager prayer of mine appear before You as if I had multiplied prayer day and night = 177, without pause or interruption for a single second. And through this, may I enter with my physical body into the Garden [53] of Eden [124] = 177, like Serach [508] the daughter [402] of Asher [501] = 1411, and Batya the daughter of Pharaoh. And through this, "and it was turned about, that [501] the Jews [80] should rule [355] over them [50] that hated them [414]," and through this, "The punishment of your iniquity is accomplished, O daughter of Zion; He will no more carry you away into exile; He will punish your iniquity, O daughter of Edom; He will uncover your sins," and we will subdue all eleven [11] = 1411 chiefs of Esau.

BS"D 898

TO MERIT AT CHATZOS TO SHED TEARS LIKE WATER OVER HOW I DESTROYED AND BURNED THE HOLY TEMPLE AND CLEAVED THE GLOBE OF THE EARTH FROM THE IMMENSE WEIGHT OF MY SINS AND MAY YOU ACCEPT MY POOR AND MEAGER PRAYER

"TO SAY EVERY DAY AT CHATZOS"