Prayer for the Name of Havayah

Grant me the merit to see the Name of Havayah (the Tetragrammaton) shining with precious light, incorporating all colors, and to see the Name of Havayah every single second in all its splendor and radiance, and that I will not divert my mind from the Name of Havayah even for a single second. And through this, may I merit that my soul pours out before Hashem, blessed be He, as it is written, "Pour out your heart like water before the presence of Hashem." And may I merit endless thoughts of teshuvah (repentance), corresponding to all the evil thoughts I have had. And through this, may I merit [the five levels of the soul:] Nefesh, Ruach, Neshamah, Chayah, and Yechidah. And through this, may I merit to ascend to [the heavenly realms of] Vilon 102, Rakia 380, Shechakim 458, Zevul 45 = 985. And through this, may we merit the aspect of Ayin (Nothingness), Reisha 511 D'lo 35 Etyada 485 (the Unknowable Head) = 1031. And through this, God (El) 31, merciful and gracious, may I merit to be a devoted disciple (Talmid 484 Vatik 516 = 1031) of our holy and awesome Rebbe [Rebbe Nachman]. And through this, may I merit to [the angels] Michael 131, Nuriel 297, Gavriel 246, Refael 311 = 985. To humility (B'Anavah 163) and lowliness (V'Shiflut 822) = 985. And may I merit to [the elements of] Fire (Esh 331), Wind (Ruach 214), Water (Mayim 90), Earth (Afar 350) = 985. And may I merit to Mordechai 304 and Esther (K'Esther 681) = 985. To Matityahu 891 and his sons (U'chebanav 94) = 985. And in the merit that I will attain Ayin 61, Reisha 511 D'lo 35 Etyada 485 = 1092. And may I merit, Hashem is One (Echad = 1), to the revelation of the Names Havayah 26, Adonai 65. And may there be fulfilled in me, "For (Ki 30) Israel (Yisrael 541) does (Oseh 381) valiantly (Chayil 48)" = 1092.

BS"D 117

The Name of Havayah

Grant me the merit to see the Name of Havayah (the Tetragrammaton) shining with precious light, incorporating all colors, and to see the Name of Havayah every single second in all its splendor and radiance, and that I will not divert my mind from the Name of Havayah even for a single second. And through this, may I merit that my soul pours out before Hashem, blessed be He, as it is written, "Pour out your heart like water before the presence of Hashem." And may I merit endless thoughts of teshuvah (repentance), corresponding to all the evil thoughts I have had. And through this, may I merit [the five levels of the soul:] Nefesh, Ruach, Neshamah, Chayah, and Yechidah. And through this, may I merit to ascend to [the heavenly realms of] Vilon 102, Rakia 380, Shechakim 458, Zevul 45 = 985. And through this, may we merit the aspect of Ayin (Nothingness), Reisha 511 D'lo 35 Etyada 485 (the Unknowable Head) = 1031. And through this, God (El) 31, merciful and gracious, may I merit to be a devoted disciple (Talmid 484 Vatik 516 = 1031) of our holy and awesome Rebbe [Rebbe Nachman]. And through this, may I merit to [the angels] Michael 131, Nuriel 297, Gavriel 246, Refael 311 = 985. To humility (B'Anavah 163) and lowliness (V'Shiflut 822) = 985. And may I merit to [the elements of] Fire (Esh 331), Wind (Ruach 214), Water (Mayim 90), Earth (Afar 350) = 985. And may I merit to Mordechai 304 and Esther (K'Esther 681) = 985. To Matityahu 891 and his sons (U'chebanav 94) = 985. And in the merit that I will attain Ayin 61, Reisha 511 D'lo 35 Etyada 485 = 1092. And may I merit, Hashem is One (Echad = 1), to the revelation of the Names Havayah 26, Adonai 65. And may there be fulfilled in me, "For (Ki 30) Israel (Yisrael 541) does (Oseh 381) valiantly (Chayil 48)" = 1092.

BS"D 117

The Name of Havayah

Grant me the merit to see the Name of Havayah (the Tetragrammaton) shining with precious light, incorporating all colors, and to see the Name of Havayah every single second in all its splendor and radiance, and that I will not divert my mind from the Name of Havayah even for a single second. And through this, may I merit that my soul pours out before Hashem, blessed be He, as it is written, "Pour out your heart like water before the presence of Hashem." And may I merit endless thoughts of teshuvah (repentance), corresponding to all the evil thoughts I have had. And through this, may I merit [the five levels of the soul:] Nefesh, Ruach, Neshamah, Chayah, and Yechidah. And through this, may I merit to ascend to [the heavenly realms of] Vilon 102, Rakia 380, Shechakim 458, Zevul 45 = 985. And through this, may we merit the aspect of Ayin (Nothingness), Reisha 511 D'lo 35 Etyada 485 (the Unknowable Head) = 1031. And through this, God (El) 31, merciful and gracious, may I merit to be a devoted disciple (Talmid 484 Vatik 516 = 1031) of our holy and awesome Rebbe [Rebbe Nachman]. And through this, may I merit to [the angels] Michael 131, Nuriel 297, Gavriel 246, Refael 311 = 985. To humility (B'Anavah 163) and lowliness (V'Shiflut 822) = 985. And may I merit to [the elements of] Fire (Esh 331), Wind (Ruach 214), Water (Mayim 90), Earth (Afar 350) = 985. And may I merit to Mordechai 304 and Esther (K'Esther 681) = 985. To Matityahu 891 and his sons (U'chebanav 94) = 985. And in the merit that I will attain Ayin 61, Reisha 511 D'lo 35 Etyada 485 = 1092. And may I merit, Hashem is One (Echad = 1), to the revelation of the Names Havayah 26, Adonai 65. And may there be fulfilled in me, "For (Ki 30) Israel (Yisrael 541) does (Oseh 381) valiantly (Chayil 48)" = 1092.